I love you today, yesterday and every tomorrow

last love ..

2010-09-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

HEY YOU YES YOU NADZ,
why are you still looking at this blog?
its the wrong blog..its my past
but for now and forever i love you forever!
heee so yeah just know his and takecare

for you are my last love . no more , just you and only you<3

xoxo

broken heart.

2009-10-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

it hit me like a ton of bricks to my chest
it's something that i never would of guessed
that you would be walking out that door
all the times i shared with you it was the best
i never would of thought you would of left
don't wanna stick around with me anymore
now i, i wish you would of told me
why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye
if you ever love someone..

if you ever really love somebody
what do you do when you lose somebody
this one is for the broken hearted
for the ones that's feeling all alone
if you ever really love somebody
know how it feels when you lose somebody
this one is for the broken hearted
for the ones that's feeling all alone

everyday it seems like rain is falling down
but nobody ever seems to be around
these pictures are bitter sweet memories
holding my head from pain that doesn't go away
and every morning i see your face baby
cos my mind forgets that you're not here
now i, i wish you would of told me
why, instead of just up and leaving before you said good-bye
if you ever....

The hard thing about saying goodbye...

2009-09-13T05:21:00.000-07:00

"I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye"

This is dedicated to nurul who just lost her grandma
i noe its hard.
i felt sad when i hear the news..
but nurul lets be strong
i will support you all the way and we will pray for your grandma everyday..
Grandma would want to see the smile on your face nurul....
Nurul , i will always be there for you

Farhan Afiq , XOXO

Hate Love

2009-03-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

Dear Ifahh, Nowadays i have figured out that acting like a jerk and being harsh to you is the only way for me to stop loving you even though it hurts so much. Acting harsh towards you will prevent you from smiling. I dont want to see your smile because i will fall in deep trance when you direct it at me. ... Okayy.. I will be more harsher so that you will really really hate me to the core ifahh, you will wish that i die soon. I will be a jerk to you so that you will avoid me and will not even care about my existence. In this way , I will be less closer to you and we will break our friendship. BUT, everything im doing now is like stabbing my chest with a knife a million times. It hurts alot . it really hurts alot. after every harsh words or actions i gave you, i will fall down on the floor and hold my chest, feeling my heart beating like machine gun. it really hurts a lot.. but since thats the only solution... Then, I have No choice... im sorry..really am.................... I hate you ifahh for making me love you so much...........

Memories

2009-03-06T06:42:00.000-08:00

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside
And i turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you....
I loVE you Ifahh...

Why??

2009-03-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

As You Know Im Attached ,
To Humairahh
And Thats Because I want to forget you
But i didnt think it would be this hard
Every time our eyes met
I felt like arhhhh, Simply said i became crazy
I am willing to do anything for you
im willing to die for you..
Just Now When I saw Sara Under Your Block At Night
HE told Me To go up and meet ya'll
i went lah of course
but before that i was nervous
i called you first
haha, like always , your voice was the soundtrack of my life
and i talk to you even though im nervous
i have to find a reason to meet you
and i say Camp documents and shit
but then i thoght of thanking your mom for the gift
even thouhh i was always shy towards your family
haha, your mom ever jovial, Nazahah And Nazerah Very Cute And Cheerful
Your dad being Funny and Funky like always too..
But You, YOU MELT ME...With Your Smile And Stares..
I try To Avoid All Those , But I cant resist...
Me and Humairah was trying to last long..
and i am really progressing in forgetting you
but then everytime i am close to you
my feeling towards humairahh decreases..
and towards my love accelerates constantly
To think of All The Gfs That I Ever Had
Nabilah, Nisa , Farhanah
All I BREAK UP BECAUSE OF YOU
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH
JUST TOO MUCH
WHY MUST YOU BE IN MY LIFE??
WHY??
You have Always became a light on the dark side of me..
Now My Fourth GF, Humairah
We are Really trying to last really long ...
we are always on the verge of separating because i was always thinking of YOU!!
I WAS VER VERY VERY VERY JEALOUS
seeing you with another guy ,
BUT, Like i said , Haiz, If youre happy i happy
okay? I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you're doing, but I can't help it, cause I'm in love with you.... Ifahh I Really Cant Live Without You... ILY..

The Gift Your FAmily Given Us
I will Cherish Forever
I LOVE YOUR FAMILY IFAHH
NAZERAH
NAZAHAH
Your Mom'
Your DAd
and Not Forgetting
YOU!!
Are The BEST FAMILY IN MY HEART
LOVE YA'LL....

Nazifahh

2009-01-16T05:40:00.000-08:00

She Change MY Life..
She Make ME Gasps For Air
She MAke Me Unusually Crazy..
HEr NAme IS NAzifah
NAzifah Binte Ahmed
I love HEr A Lot Though She Dont Love ME
But All I Want For HErr Is To BE Happy
Even Though Im Not PArt Of HErr Happiness...
Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.....

Thanks

2009-01-06T06:13:00.000-08:00

I noe you might be reading this.. i just wanna say thank you for making me love you in the past... now i realise we are not meant to be... I decide to move on.... To Forget You...THats All .. THankssss..

F A R H A N .............

HEr SMile....

2008-09-25T23:50:00.000-07:00

At Skool Just NOw

I saw Her Smile....

Her smile Melts My Heart

Her Smile Froze My heart

Her Smile mAkes My Heart Explode

Her smile makes me wanna sing lullabies

Her Smile changes my storm to rainbows

Her smile make me so hyperactive

Her smile makes me plunge into the world of imagination

Her smile is like waves which wash me away into the land of dreams

Her Smile sends reverberations down my spine

Her smile delivers electromagnetic love waves to my heart

Her smile gives me oxygen to breathe

Be Amaze of what her smile can do to me

BE very Amaze

N Will Live In My Heart Forever

I LOve N..........

And Her SMILE...................................................................

F&N

2008-09-20T21:13:00.000-07:00

The Story So FAr...

F Will Always Be Waiting For N Even Though F Knows N Will Never Be His.... N Always Giving F Hope With Smiles That Can Melt F Stony Heart.

The Minute I Met You

2008-04-30T07:34:00.001-07:00

I would like to start off by saying I had everything to do with it,You may think that I lie real well, you can tell that I'm holding it in,Nevermind the time or the spinning of your head,I could tell my life was changing,Since the minute i met you,And if I stop,Ever thinking of you,I'd probably choke on the words I never said,And if I stop,Ever thinking of you,I'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed

I am THe King Of WishfuL ThinKing

2008-04-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

I don't need to fall at your feetJust cause you cut me to the boneAnd I won't miss the way that you kiss meWe were never carved in stoneAnd If I don't listen to the talk of the townThen maybe I can fool myselfI'll get over you I know I willI'll pretend my ships not sinkingAnd I'll tell myself I'm over youBecause I am the king of wishful thinkingBecause I am the king of wishful thinkingI refuse to give into my bluesThat's not how its gonna beAnd I deny the tears in my eyesI don't wanna let you see, noThat you had made a hole in my heartAnd now I've got to fool myselfI'll get over you I know I willI'll pretend my ships not sinkingAnd I'll tell myself I'm over youBecause I am the king of wishful thinkingI'll get over you I know I willI'll pretend my ships not sinkingAnd I'll tell myself I'm over youBecause I'm the king of wishful thinkingIf I don't listen to the talk of the townThen maybe I can fool myselfI'll get over you I know I willI'll pretend my ships not sinkingAnd I'll tell myself I'm over youBecause I'm the king of wishful thinkingI am the king of wishful thinkingI'll get over you I know I willYou made a whole in my heartBut I won't shed a tear for youI'll be the king of wishful thinking(I'll be the king of wishful)I'll get over you I know I willI'll pretend my hearts still beatingCause I've got no more tears for youI am the king of wishful thinking

I LOvE HEr

2008-03-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

EVERYDAY I THINK OF HER
I WANT HER TO BE MY JANE
BUT I THINK MY EFFORTS WILL BE IN VAIN
ROSES ARE RED, ViOLETS ARE BLUE
OH N@$#^%% I LOVE YOU

First Time

2008-02-15T00:33:00.000-08:00

HEY2 , THis IS My First Time!!!!!!!!!!!. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Tarzan Will Swing To Your BLog>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>....Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time.